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A Tragic EndingWe stood outside the commotion.
I held your hand and payed that we'd never fade away.
The carnival lights dimmed, and I think yousaid you loved me.
It was like a fairytale.
We were everything everyone wanted to be.
A rose fell beneath my feet and I collapsed.
I took you down with me.
We layed under the moonlight like tomorrow was never coming.
And you looked into my eyes and told me everything would be just fine.
They won't find us here.
We're like shadows hidden in a graveyard.
Our love would always grow.
And as we said our I love you's
Hands seized our arms..
And pulled us away.
It was almost like being pulled into separate dreams.
We became prisoners.
We could only wonder what to do.
I never thought it'd end like this.
RadiantLock this hate
Seal this rage
Whatever we choose to be
And impure but radiant glow
Seems to be the reason
We're all here
With death defying impulses
Like a crystallized shadow
Frozen beyond the confines
Of a resonated dream
Cast away from everything that's not obscene
A reason to keep this heart pounding
A beautiful replica of all the
Reasons why I don't want to be here
Provoke the iner instincts
To unelash the demons within
Send out the incandescence
Become what everyone thought you weren't
Stabilize your weak foundation
Bewilder your foes with
Kill them with everything you've got
Let them know what it's like
To be rejected.
We only live once
IHopeSheTastesFuckingGood.If only destroying you was as easy as it was to destroy me. I am not capable of bringing someone down that has never known what it's like to have their heart ripped in two. I cannot destroy you like you destroyed me. And I will not redt until you feel what it's like to be rejected. Until you know what it's like to be lied to for so long. You fucking cunt. How did she taste? I wish I could make the tears disappear but there's still something from you that I need. I need fucking revenge. And until I see you on your knees screaming at yourself. I will never let you smile. I will never let you laugh. I'll burn you alive until you know what it's like to have your heart torn out. I hope she tastes fuckingn good. I hope you die from guilt. I want to hear you scream your lungs out. And hate yourself for everything you've taken away from me. And I hope she tastes fucking good. And I hope she kills you like you killed me. Does she fucking taste good?
LetsRecallThePainWe'veSufferedEase the pain
Pull the trigger
End these lies
We're cold inside.
Here is reality
We are a dying breed
Can't forgive what we've done
Suffering has officially begun
Like a torch gone ablaze
Attacking the victim
Like the nothing it is
Bathe in turmoil
It's all we'll ever have
Ihale the insignificance
It's all we'll ever be
Dread the closure
Become the worst
If we don't recover
Who the hell cares?
You'reNotThatFuckingSpecial..The burning inside is another reminder of how I'm not meant for this
And I know that if you wanted, I'd crawl right back to you
But how many times must you destroy me before you're satisfied?
This pain is like a disease. You can't cure the ill-hearted
Poisoned hearts will always be weaker.
But how many times must you destroy me?
After everything I've done
After everything we've shared
You're nothing but a mind fuck.
But I still cherish you more than anything
You are the reason I'm dying inside
And why the scars keep reappearing
I'm tired of the tears
I'm tired of the emptiness
How many times must you fuck me up?
And I know I'll still come crawling back.
Worshipping you like a god.
You're not that fucking special
So why do I suffer every second we're apart?
Why do these tears feel like acid?
Am I lucid?
And I know one pulle of the trigger, can end this all.
The suffering wouldn't exist
This pain would be fictional
HOW MANY TIMES MUST YOU FUCK ME UP
BEFORE I LOSE CONTROL?
Before I give u
WeAllSufferWhenNoOne'sAroundIt's hard to concentrate//When your barriers are down//And there's nothing you can do to make anything better//When everything from the outside is attacking you and turning you into the beast you aren't//When you love there's nothing you can do to stop it//No matter how much it hurts//Our dreams are the closest we can get to reality//And we die inside every time we realize what we can never have//It's a plague that no one is immune to//We all suffer every day we realize no one is there//And that will never change//It's only lasts so long until it crashes into the ground//Leaving you right where you started//In the beginning with your first mistakes//Love is a killer//And we all suffer//We all collapse inside//I don't care who you are//Every time we inhale//We inhale someone else's sorrow//We are forever alone//I don't care who you are//When something is so far out of reach//We tend to give up//Because there's no point to wishing on a broken star
In a world with no mercy
Day after day
Until the end
The day I die
And then maybe
I'll find some peace
A Ball Of CherriesImagine life
like a ball of cherries.
You can't eat many,
Don't rush to eat them!
Some are soft,
Don't go too slow, you'll lose the taste.
storiesi begin and end with stories
where hummingbird hearts play sonatas
against my ribs and i drown in
early morning light and
the girl in me sinks into the sea
like rusting anchors chained to
ships and i sway port and starboard
the lion in me rises like lazarus
from the savannah where dust swirls
and i begin and end with stories
where i swallow the world and all
the rain and girls and lions in it
where i hold it up like atlas,
where i support jupiter with just
an index finger and where i chase
comets and cup them like fireflies
to hang on my bedroom walls
Blooming Through CrevicesBlooming Through Crevices
People are characters;
their personalities are not to be cracked,
but to bloom.
Codes and signals
Setting our sights
On how to see
Through the cipher.
Optics opting for options
As opposed to conscious.
Ardor replaced by harder
To break through exteriors.
But mortality is only one facet
Of the entirety of humanity.
It is a compass of one being,
But merely a piece of the puzzle
That makes up human composition.
let us not break through empathy
with deductive methodology
but rather with the rhythm
of a honeybee whistling along the hymn
of the wind whispering in the leaves.
humanistic, holistic ideologies
is what the standard can be.
it is the notion of being a metaphor
rather than being something to decipher.
because there are more stars and galaxies
in poetry than there will ever be algebraic
expression curls up with ambiance
under the window pain of a picture frame
because we write more about
on remembering to breathe:i.
you can't hold it in for forever.
your lungs weren't
made to bear the weight
of this world, they weren't made
to left unexpanded
and unexplained -
it is not phenomenon that wakes you
when paralysis hits in the
night, it is physiology telling you that
not everything happens on automatic, okay?
(at least not for always)
you're born like a time bomb, with
only so many beats of
your heart in place to tick away day by day -
your words, they're the same.
there's a time limit
on your tongue, so say something that
means something - use words
that dig in and rip out hearts, use words that
curl around your fingers and worm their
way into your soul.
use words to make something
beautiful. something remembered.
never leave three things
left unsaid because they can be three
words that mean everything -
i'm not telling you to save your breath.
i'm begging you not to waste it.
sing. sing enough to take your breath
away because even though
it leaves you gasping, it fills up that
train station souvenirsthe vibrations of the train rumble below me;
the clatter of my teacup on the table creates
an urban symphony that curls through the air,
igniting a flare of nostalgia inside my brain.
it wraps its dark tentacles around my frontal
cortex, pulling me deeper into the distant past
as the train bears me farther into my future.
broken bones and broken birdsdragonflies buzz between
your tangled fingers
seeking nectar under
your chewed nails,
but the bitter burn
of almond acid will
clip their mosaic wings.
you're centered at
nature's core, a
centrifugal force of gravity,
grasping and dragging
lives to your unforgiving
you strangled the wild
whistling hare underneath
the billowing willow, and
your tongue tripped into
compulsive lies and disbelief.
i mean c'mon, clearly,
it was an accident.
if that's the case
the blue-eyed raven
that crashed to earth
after striking a third
degree burn, should
have survived, but you
plucked feathers from its
wings and drowned it.
you have a way with
decaying everything you
touch, your soul, my
heart, a puppy in a
cardboard box, yet
we all keep coming
back to you.
i think we all know
that even though you
bend and break and
bully the world, you
are the most broken
of all, and i just want
to fix you.
ISpilledMyHeartOutForYouThe moonlight engulfs the sky
Illuminating the stars
Fireflies in the night
Hanging like lanterns.
I remember these nights
We were so happy
We were so perfect
Nothing could stand in our way.
The stars seemed to cascade
As I fell asleep in your arms
And I wished that
We'd never fall apart.
And the sunset soon took over
Pinks and yellows flooding the sky
Even though the sun was warm
I still felt cold inside.
I lay on the ground alone
You vanished in the night
No I love you.
You left me.
I cowered in the shadows
Waiting for you to come back
No sign of you,
No sign of love.
The night came once again
Like a blackened sea
I saw and watched the moon
Like we always did.
Something about the silence
And I knew you'd come back
I thought you'd never leave me.
Our love was pure
We were picture perfect
I knew you loved me
I THOUGHT you loved me.
And as I stare at the stars, waiting
I only think of you
Something in the dark
Grabs my full attention.
I swear I heard voices.
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