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A Tragic EndingWe stood outside the commotion.
I held your hand and payed that we'd never fade away.
The carnival lights dimmed, and I think yousaid you loved me.
It was like a fairytale.
We were everything everyone wanted to be.
A rose fell beneath my feet and I collapsed.
I took you down with me.
We layed under the moonlight like tomorrow was never coming.
And you looked into my eyes and told me everything would be just fine.
They won't find us here.
We're like shadows hidden in a graveyard.
Our love would always grow.
And as we said our I love you's
Hands seized our arms..
And pulled us away.
It was almost like being pulled into separate dreams.
We became prisoners.
We could only wonder what to do.
I never thought it'd end like this.
RadiantLock this hate
Seal this rage
Whatever we choose to be
And impure but radiant glow
Seems to be the reason
We're all here
With death defying impulses
Like a crystallized shadow
Frozen beyond the confines
Of a resonated dream
Cast away from everything that's not obscene
A reason to keep this heart pounding
A beautiful replica of all the
Reasons why I don't want to be here
Provoke the iner instincts
To unelash the demons within
Send out the incandescence
Become what everyone thought you weren't
Stabilize your weak foundation
Bewilder your foes with
Kill them with everything you've got
Let them know what it's like
To be rejected.
We only live once
IHopeSheTastesFuckingGood.If only destroying you was as easy as it was to destroy me. I am not capable of bringing someone down that has never known what it's like to have their heart ripped in two. I cannot destroy you like you destroyed me. And I will not redt until you feel what it's like to be rejected. Until you know what it's like to be lied to for so long. You fucking cunt. How did she taste? I wish I could make the tears disappear but there's still something from you that I need. I need fucking revenge. And until I see you on your knees screaming at yourself. I will never let you smile. I will never let you laugh. I'll burn you alive until you know what it's like to have your heart torn out. I hope she tastes fuckingn good. I hope you die from guilt. I want to hear you scream your lungs out. And hate yourself for everything you've taken away from me. And I hope she tastes fucking good. And I hope she kills you like you killed me. Does she fucking taste good?
LetsRecallThePainWe'veSufferedEase the pain
Pull the trigger
End these lies
We're cold inside.
Here is reality
We are a dying breed
Can't forgive what we've done
Suffering has officially begun
Like a torch gone ablaze
Attacking the victim
Like the nothing it is
Bathe in turmoil
It's all we'll ever have
Ihale the insignificance
It's all we'll ever be
Dread the closure
Become the worst
If we don't recover
Who the hell cares?
You'reNotThatFuckingSpecial..The burning inside is another reminder of how I'm not meant for this
And I know that if you wanted, I'd crawl right back to you
But how many times must you destroy me before you're satisfied?
This pain is like a disease. You can't cure the ill-hearted
Poisoned hearts will always be weaker.
But how many times must you destroy me?
After everything I've done
After everything we've shared
You're nothing but a mind fuck.
But I still cherish you more than anything
You are the reason I'm dying inside
And why the scars keep reappearing
I'm tired of the tears
I'm tired of the emptiness
How many times must you fuck me up?
And I know I'll still come crawling back.
Worshipping you like a god.
You're not that fucking special
So why do I suffer every second we're apart?
Why do these tears feel like acid?
Am I lucid?
And I know one pulle of the trigger, can end this all.
The suffering wouldn't exist
This pain would be fictional
HOW MANY TIMES MUST YOU FUCK ME UP
BEFORE I LOSE CONTROL?
Before I give u
WeAllSufferWhenNoOne'sAroundIt's hard to concentrate//When your barriers are down//And there's nothing you can do to make anything better//When everything from the outside is attacking you and turning you into the beast you aren't//When you love there's nothing you can do to stop it//No matter how much it hurts//Our dreams are the closest we can get to reality//And we die inside every time we realize what we can never have//It's a plague that no one is immune to//We all suffer every day we realize no one is there//And that will never change//It's only lasts so long until it crashes into the ground//Leaving you right where you started//In the beginning with your first mistakes//Love is a killer//And we all suffer//We all collapse inside//I don't care who you are//Every time we inhale//We inhale someone else's sorrow//We are forever alone//I don't care who you are//When something is so far out of reach//We tend to give up//Because there's no point to wishing on a broken star
Stop putting words in my mouthYou shove your fingers
down my throat,
and insert words
I never spoke,
in desperate hopes
to make me choke
my pearly gates
that feeds me
swallow the universedecay remembers you --
fever breath and ocean-eyed ghosts,
secrets that smoke with poison desire.
we wake only to drink, to devour
the naked voices of dismantled stars.
glass kisses turn into granite lips
and pillars of salt; a haunted embrace
melts into the cracks of the universe.
Love is not blindLove is not blind. It can see clearly.
It looks past the boundaries.
It defies the judging stares of society.
It is a force to be reckoned with.
eidolon longingbreath salts open rooms
that entomb my idle hants.
in gloomy aberrance.
when the pulse was flaunted
remain the pursuit
of lanterns haunted.
questions flung like
furtive surface glances
ghost through iris eyelines
with an epiphany;
this search sparked
full body shudderings.
shuttering every window
and portal alike,
a light threatened by
the tending toward pulsatory spikes.
aorta, i spied you
spidering open your eyes
sliding the pursuit of dawn
through your dim sight.
with the sun, beat,
you forge forward for
warded window panes,
a rhythmic wonder repeat.
but eyelids live locked,
a careless cage holding
in this socket shock.
tock and tick that slick swindle options;
your image a lit blossom in a bottomless pit.
i’m reaching, but god, this
isn’t possible when
you’re this obstinate;
i am a fossil you’ve discarded
with hardly a sniff.
snuff me out, i’ll sputter devout and wish
my cardiac espousal had been more
seven.my nights for the last weeks have
consisted of liquid
poison, smoke in
and the chilled sound of
wake up with my
head half off the sidewalk,
surrounded by shards of
and a faint touch of
[ill pick myself back up on my own two
feet.. and stumble back;
eight.sometimes i feel
life's been played like a puppet
on a tangled
[yet still i'm lifeless without you .]
she had come seeking a riotshe found religion in silence.
there wasn't a prophet's bone
in her body, not a holy cell of skin, but
somehow she was something
to believe in. she called herself a woman, not an angel nor
madonna, and the crucifix on her tongue could
not make her hold her words.
they called her witch and called her
goddess, made of something
such as marble, but she said she wasn't one
to be revered -
icons made of glass were
made to break, she claimed she was not
born to die;
(silence is found in the loudest of tongues, for speaking is an art
not all have learned-)
ISpilledMyHeartOutForYouThe moonlight engulfs the sky
Illuminating the stars
Fireflies in the night
Hanging like lanterns.
I remember these nights
We were so happy
We were so perfect
Nothing could stand in our way.
The stars seemed to cascade
As I fell asleep in your arms
And I wished that
We'd never fall apart.
And the sunset soon took over
Pinks and yellows flooding the sky
Even though the sun was warm
I still felt cold inside.
I lay on the ground alone
You vanished in the night
No I love you.
You left me.
I cowered in the shadows
Waiting for you to come back
No sign of you,
No sign of love.
The night came once again
Like a blackened sea
I saw and watched the moon
Like we always did.
Something about the silence
And I knew you'd come back
I thought you'd never leave me.
Our love was pure
We were picture perfect
I knew you loved me
I THOUGHT you loved me.
And as I stare at the stars, waiting
I only think of you
Something in the dark
Grabs my full attention.
I swear I heard voices.
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